paint and make music and laugh and sleep and see you and fall in love with someone else and kill everyone and jump and cry and be skinny and listen to good music and have a job and have longer hair and read a book and see the arcade fire and take some pictures and confront everyone that says mean things to me on facebook and see my cats and change the song and have money and have more cigarettes and sleep at night and cry more and make you love me and punch them in their respective faces and stop all this confusion and skip adolescence and be more creative and stop being as lazy as i am and make new friends and smoke weed and quit smoking weed and figure out who i am.
because i just don't know anymore.